Monday, July 16
Booked out on sat! This ICT gave me a lot of 感触, the after-effects were still lingering after I booked out. And I grew to like Beyond's "海阔天空" more, thanks to xiao bai playing the song on the last night. All of us have grown up, we are no longer the boh chup NSFs we once were. Lots of sai kang and shit then but life was pretty carefree (there's no freedom yet we dun have to worry much at the same time), to be honest. And most of them convo-ed this year, and so we are no longer the even more free undergrads we once were. We have learnt to forgive certain certain people and accept some incompetent people. Surprisingly, everyone's back for this ICT, though some took leave here and there to attend convo and interviews. Thus, great to catch up with everyone (almost) and for some bonding.
I think I have been pretty wilful over the past year. Living the past year without a good goal, a good aim. ICT has been a good time for me to prioritize my goals.
To nbs frds, apologies for being a bit overly quiet on bbq night. Had great fun with you guys and catching up with you all too. Just that I was really tired and feeling complicated. Otherwise, i sure win the bowling one...
Beyond - 海阔天空
今天我寒夜里看雪飘过
怀著冷却了的心窝飘远方
风雨里追赶
雾里分不清影踪
天空海阔你与我
可会变(谁没在变)
多少次迎著冷眼与嘲笑
从没有放弃过心中的理想
一刹那恍惚
若有所失的感觉
不知不觉已变淡
心里爱(谁明白我)
原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由
也会怕有一天会跌倒
被弃了理想谁人都可以
那会怕有一天只你共我
仍然自由自我
永远高唱我歌
走遍千里
