Sunday, July 9
Melancholy is in my soul...
"这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道"
"走不出的路口
一个人一瞬间
淹没在人群中
寂寞的路口
一个人一转眼
走进了回忆漩涡"
"美的忍不住停留
而任性的风
吹过了
却飘下一片片叶落"
I just feel a bit disappointed at some old JC pals. Even if I return back there, I dun think we could be as good friends as before. I can't sense their (or to be more specific, her) sincerity. Another old friend, not from my old JC, seemed to understand me more than my ex-JC pals.
Being busy is never an excuse for not making time for friends. Nor should religion be. But for my ex-JC pals, the latter appears so for them and it suddenly occured to me that I was like that in the past too. A bit too narrow-minded, and even a bit brain-washed.
=(
Everyone asked me what have I been up to in the past week. My answer: Zhuo Boh. Ok la, not really, but that's the main part. Coz everyone is telling me to enjoy while I still can, based on their experiences. But really, I've been doing constructive stuff too. Other than relaxing, I've been applying elsewhere just because I'm too bored. Killed my brain cells when I went to do a test I thought was those reasoning/IQ tests (the receptionist said so!), but turned out to be a maths & english test. Hate lor! Like those questions asking me that there's this bathtub, and i turn on the tap above @ X litre/hr and let the water flow below @ Y litre/hr, and how long would it take to empty the bathtub. Conclusion is, I dunno how to do many of the questions lor...
And I've been gaming too... Hero Online, a bit dota. And sleeping alot. And watching TVs and VCDs and DVDs. And going out less regularly coz I need my savings to tahan until I get my first paycheck which should be in Sep. And yeah, awaiting treats from my dear friends reading this. Yes! YOU! You know who YOU are! Hah!
