Friday, July 23
Sure. It's my fault. No one's exactly blaming me, but i noe the underlying is that it's my fault.
No mood to go supper with them. Rather stay n relax in my room now.
Only bad thing is that yq is in a difficult poistion. And u wonder why when it' just a game, some people take it too seriously.
SA in nbs foc, SA in hall foc. But y is it dat for this year, i feel that nbs foc is really more fun. And even though my nbs group is much more bigger, i noe my nbs 25 or so freshies better n clicked with them more than the 10 or so ppl in my hall group. When i was a freshie, it was the reverse though, i prefer hall camp. (Sorry chock i noe u programmers put in a lot of effort, but right now, this is what i feel, and have been feeling for the past few days...)
I miss my nbs foc n my nbs freshies.
天黑黑
曲：李思菘 词：廖莹如/April
我的小时候 吵闹任性时侯 我的外婆 总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后 老老的歌安慰我 那首歌好像这样唱的
天黑黑 欲落雨 天黑黑 黑黑
离开小时候有子自己的生活 新鲜的歌 新鲜的念头
任性和冲动无法控制的时候 我忘记 还有这样的歌
天黑黑 黑黑
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人 我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺
我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好小幸福
爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独
天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨 也要勇敢前进…
我相信一切都会平息
我现在 好想回家去
天黑黑 欲落雨 天黑黑 黑黑
